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fight against myself

feeling empty..

don't know what to do
don't know what i want

try to find something to complete my day
but til now i can't find that thing

try to push myself do something worth
but feel a bit lazy to start do that thing

actually

i guess the answer is very easy
just try to open myself for anything and do thing that i can do(i believe i can get something worth from it)

it's easy to answer but hard to get some action on it.,
cause now i fight against myself
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