a Little Moments

In a post before Why Should I, i think i already misunderstand about my dad...
Today he drove me to the office and we talk a lot 

He said that hubby and i already make some achievement...
so we need to be grateful about it...,

Then I think again about my dad...
maybe he doesn't matter about money but more than that..
he wants to see some changes in me...


something better..., something that differentiate me from old me...,
because it seems he doesn't see it now
Okay let's see it, then

One night my dad telling me about my cousin's achievement...
Good carrier and high salary...,
Then he compare me with my part time job and enough salary...

He told me that i don't have ambition...,
A little bit hurt because he compare it to salary...,

To be honest....
I don't really care about my salary and about how i can prove to others that i'm good...,
I don't live for people's opinion.... i just live for myself...

I just want to enjoy my life and now i am...
Is it wrong...

What if my key factor to happiness is different from others...
Am i wrong...

Why should i live like other people???

Let me tell you about my ambition... here it is:

i want to create a children story that will be remembered by all children in the world...,,

I want to be a game maker especially in creating the main character that will be loved by every children

I want to be a creative blogger that inspire many many many people especially for every woman around the world...

I want to be a designer for children clothes...,,,

You see that my ambition is about things not salary....,

But now half of my mind is thinking about how to make a huge money to prove it to my dad....

When hubby asked me to make a fried chicken
I try to find a new recipe and got one from youtube.,

I make it with a lot of garlic....,
The result is hubby really loves it... yap we're crazy about garlic..
aleena is the one who got the impact...
She loves garlic, onion, green onion and etc...

Anyway this one is really good.. check it out

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I had a dream the other night
About how we only get one life
Woke me up right after two
Stayed awake and stared at you
So I wouldn't lose my mind

And I had the week that came from hell
And yes I know that you can tell
But you're like the net under the ledge
But I go flying off the edge
You go flying off as well

And if you only die once I wanna die with
You got something I need
In this world full of people there's one killing me
And if we only die once I wanna die with you (you, you, you)
You got something I need
In this world full of people there's one killing me
And if we only die once I wanna die with you (you, you, you)

Last night I think I drank too much
Call it our temporary crutch
With broken words I tried to say
Honey don't you be afraid
If we got nothing we got us (Yeah)

And if you only die once I wanna die with
You got something I need
In this world full of people there's one killing me
And if we only die once I wanna die with you (you, you, you)
You got something I need
In this world full of people there's one killing me
And if we only die once I wanna die with you (you, you, you)

I know that we're not the same
But I'm so damn glad that we made it
To this time, this time, now

You got something I need
Yeah in this world full of people there's one killing me
And if we only die once I wanna die with you (Yeah)
You got something I need
In this world full of people there's one killing me
And if we only die once I wanna die with you (you, you, you)
You got something I need
In this world full of people there's one killing me
And if we only die once I wanna die with you (you, you, you)

If we only die once I wanna die with
If we only live once I wanna live with you