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time is precious

in the morning, when i prepared my things to go to the office, i wish that time would stop moving.. so i can enjoy my time.. i even push pause button in my cellphone when i listen to the mp3 then i realize how precious the time for me... in my mind, people who have a lot of time might really rich.. i wish to have 30 hours per day while others just have 24 hours... :p i feel my time is really definite.. i spent a lot in working.., i love working i really love it.. but i just start thinking about having activities besides my current job.. time is moving so fast.. but i don't see any significant change in me It is not about how much money i get every month but i wish i can have a lot of skill to get multiple income.., what should i do?? a lot of weakness of mine: * time management (i love doing some useless thing :p) * courage

Dream oh dream

Let's have a dream for a while.. I want to live without rules, want to have an adventure in some place where nobody know who i am. I really want to do that with nampyon.. there must be a lot of fun to do anything we like without feeling guilty.. Just want to do something out of the box Someday we'll do it and i am going to write here in my blog about the reality (dreams come true)

new Lesson today

think in simple way and you'll get it in easier way When you start doing your work, just try to do something than just only think that the work is complicated. just get action in every minute you have You'll never know til you try

New face of TwinQ

new TwinQ.. fresh and sweet Completely new template, layout and color .. make me want to write more in this blog hopefully there will be better post and more dream will come true. actually one of my post on february 2010 are already come true and really happy to know it

bad side of me

Dear nampyeon, i'm sorry for what i did to you last night... i really love you and deep inside of me i really don't want to hurt you even just a little.. but acctually i've done a lot of mistake and thanks to you for being angry to me and open my mind about my bad behaviour. sometimes i feel that i'm the most positive person. i feel that i can change everything that come negative to positive.. acctually i'm right except for the things that related to you. i'm sorry about that. sometimes i feel scared to lose you. talking about my bad behaviour such as selfish and arrogant maybe you were right. Selfish that i always want you to understand me in every situation even in case that i do a mistake and arrogant that i always think right and feel don't need to apologize to you. I admit that is really me,i'm not realize about that until you angry to me last night. I'm sorry if my apologetic comes late to you.. sometimes i feel hard to say sorry.. sometime

Inspiration to a new life

i feel my world so narrow so limited.. i have access to internet which can make my world bigger but i find some difficulty to find what i want. i feel desperate but its not make me stop to find what i want. till for a moment i find a website It is fun to read it. I guess the website is complete for a women in my age :D When i read the website i feel like i read femina magazine. I told my friends about this web and they also interest to the website. They even more enjoy than myself :p after a moment, one of my friends told me about some blog that interesting. Then i try to read the blog and its right, its very interesting and make me find some idea or inspiration about something that i look for. anyway i get some idea to my blog. I want to have a lot capture of my day, of course the one that interesting. Actually this idea has come from a while ago but it is for my diary book and its kind of complicated and a little bit more expensive because it need to be print. A

Kissing You by SNSD

Feeling so light and also so happy to listen this song.. When i listen to this song and remember the video clip, i feel the day is very bright but its not. I was surprised when i see the sky because the sky is dark and has hard rain. but still my heart isn't change. its still happy because i keep listen to the song. ^o^ Thanks to this magic song and video clip

Let's get a new job

Finally i success force myself to apply for a new job... kind of difficult just feel lazy to write an application letter, don't know why finally 4 cv and application letter has been sent kind of win for a while in fighting against myself yup hopefully i can eliminate my bad side especially for my habit in postponing something that i can do right now...

fight against myself

feeling empty.. don't know what to do don't know what i want try to find something to complete my day but til now i can't find that thing try to push myself do something worth but feel a bit lazy to start do that thing actually i guess the answer is very easy just try to open myself for anything and do thing that i can do(i believe i can get something worth from it) it's easy to answer but hard to get some action on it., cause now i fight against myself

i'm back

it's 2010 that means i've been a year from the last time i write in my blog.. just find again the interest thing to write the blog today i'm going to meet my new cellphone.., i'm very happy to welcome my new cellphone but in the other hand i feel sad cause i love my last cellphone very much..:( hopefully i can get some fun with my new cellphone.. two hours more in waiting my future husband come to my place and get my new cellphone i love u honey