a Little Moments

in the morning, when i prepared my things to go to the office, i wish that time would stop moving.. so i can enjoy my time..

i even push pause button in my cellphone when i listen to the mp3

then i realize

how precious the time for me...

in my mind, people who have a lot of time might really rich..

i wish to have 30 hours per day while others just have 24 hours... :p

i feel my time is really definite.. i spent a lot in working.., i love working i really love it.. but i just start thinking about having activities besides my current job..

time is moving so fast.. but i don't see any significant change in me

It is not about how much money i get every month but i wish i can have a lot of skill to get multiple income..,

what should i do??

a lot of weakness of mine:
* time management (i love doing some useless thing :p)
* courage

Let's have a dream for a while..

I want to live without rules, want to have an adventure in some place where nobody know who i am.

I really want to do that with nampyon.. there must be a lot of fun to do anything we like without feeling guilty..

Just want to do something out of the box

Someday we'll do it and i am going to write here in my blog about the reality (dreams come true)

I wish i have a lot of children..

Nampyon if you read this let's have 9 children :D I love you

think in simple way and you'll get it in easier way

When you start doing your work, just try to do something than just only think that the work is complicated.

just get action in every minute you have

You'll never know til you try

new TwinQ.. fresh and sweet

Completely new template, layout and color .. make me want to write more in this blog

hopefully there will be better post and more dream will come true.

actually one of my post on february 2010 are already come true and really happy to know it

Wake UP earlier, see 6 o’clock as 7o’clock so i can get on time at 8 o’clock to my office
It work on friday, 29 October 2010 and my friends were shocked :D

Dear nampyeon,

i'm sorry for what i did to you last night... i really love you and deep inside of me i really don't want to hurt you even just a little.. but acctually i've done a lot of mistake and thanks to you for being angry to me and open my mind about my bad behaviour.

sometimes i feel that i'm the most positive person. i feel that i can change everything that come negative to positive.. acctually i'm right except for the things that related to you. i'm sorry about that. sometimes i feel scared to lose you.

talking about my bad behaviour such as selfish and arrogant maybe you were right. Selfish that i always want you to understand me in every situation even in case that i do a mistake and arrogant that i always think right and feel don't need to apologize to you. I admit that is really me,i'm not realize about that until you angry to me last night.

I'm sorry if my apologetic comes late to you.. sometimes i feel hard to say sorry.. sometimes i feel that our regret about not to repeat the bad thing is enough than just say sorry.. sometimes the apologetic is only between me and god.. but that aren't right, people need to listen this word 'SORRY' even the word is the hardest word i gues like the tittle song from blue...

cause i think sorry is not just a word but an expression that comes from our heart that can make the person who listen to this word think that he or she is worth to our live and that we care about him or her so much more than we care about ourselves..

this is what i learn from you, thank you honey..

i feel my world so narrow so limited.. i have access to internet which can make my world bigger but i find some difficulty to find what i want. i feel desperate but its not make me stop to find what i want. till for a moment i find a website www.wolipop.com

It is fun to read it. I guess the website is complete for a women in my age :D When i read the website i feel like i read femina magazine. I told my friends about this web and they also interest to the website. They even more enjoy than myself :p

after a moment, one of my friends told me about some blog that interesting. Then i try to read the blog and its right, its very interesting and make me find some idea or inspiration about something that i look for.

anyway i get some idea to my blog. I want to have a lot capture of my day, of course the one that interesting. Actually this idea has come from a while ago but it is for my diary book and its kind of complicated and a little bit more expensive because it need to be print. Actually i haven't got action on it, in my diary i mean.. hehehe :p

I think there are a lot idea in my head just haven't get some action of them.
CHAYO FIGHTING v(^o^)v
hopefully can find a lot of thing..
hopefully can find a way to my dream..
hopefully can have a good and happy life..

Feeling so light and also so happy to listen this song..

When i listen to this song and remember the video clip, i feel the day is very bright but its not. I was surprised when i see the sky because the sky is dark and has hard rain.

but still my heart isn't change. its still happy because i keep listen to the song. ^o^

Thanks to this magic song and video clip

Finally i success force myself to apply for a new job...

kind of difficult

just feel lazy to write an application letter, don't know why

finally 4 cv and application letter has been sent

kind of win for a while in fighting against myself

yup

hopefully i can eliminate my bad side especially for my habit
in postponing something that i can do right now...

feeling empty..

don't know what to do
don't know what i want

try to find something to complete my day
but til now i can't find that thing

try to push myself do something worth
but feel a bit lazy to start do that thing

actually

i guess the answer is very easy
just try to open myself for anything and do thing that i can do(i believe i can get something worth from it)

it's easy to answer but hard to get some action on it.,
cause now i fight against myself

it's 2010 that means i've been a year from the last time i write in my blog..

just find again the interest thing to write the blog

today i'm going to meet my new cellphone.., i'm very happy to welcome my new cellphone but in the other hand i feel sad cause i love my last cellphone very much..:( hopefully i can get some fun with my new cellphone..

two hours more in waiting my future husband come to my place and get my new cellphone

i love u honey