a Little Moments

The question keep sounding in my mind since i have a dream about the death in few nights ago.. Still have no idea to answer it..,

Just think about being a better person.., but is it enough??

Trying out a new thing could be really enjoyable..

avocado dicaprio, one of the J.Co Donuts variant.. I choose that taste instead of tiramisu when one of my friends bring a lot of donuts. Actually, i just pick randomly, one unusual donut that i think i'll never choose ever in my life. Since it's free, so i think thats ok to have a wrong choice for once.

But then, the taste is really really amazing.., No regrets at all.. now i still imagine the taste and feeling helpless because J.Co is kind of hard to reach in Jakarta.

Because that experience, now i always try to do something out of my habit..let's get out from the comfort zone.. :D

04:22 my hubby's alarm starts ringing and will keep sounding until he realized the alarm is really annoying.,
04:30 I wakes up earlier coz I took the bath time longer than hubby.,
05:10 I finish take a bath then try to wake my hubby and usually he just give a sign to sleep longer for 2-5 minutes.,
05:15-05:35 hubby's turn to get ready
Arround 05:40 start moving, first destination is smu 81 @jatiwaringin
06:00 arrive at the school, and while waiting mom fulfill her absent, I used to walk for a hundred meters to buy some breakfast (nasi kuning, risoles, lontong,pastel,kue lumpur)
06:15 start the quite a long journey to our office for arround 45 minutes to an hour. We spend our time with the breakfast and listening roti (ronal tike) @101 jak fm., really entertaining and make our day brighter in the middle of jakarta's traffic., for all of you wherever you are just try to listen jak fm at 6am to 10 am., its fun :D
Arround 07:10-07:20 finally in my office @slipi, but still not the end journey for my hubby., he needs to take bussway or ojeg to his office.,
Waiting for 08:00 I used to watch a serial movie or play plant vs zombie or sleep., sometimes I oversleep. The worst is till 08:30, I was late and I was in the parking place right in front of my office, but thank god it just happen one time., I also used to put the make up on the car.,
Till 09:00 I read news today, email from dealkeren or disdus expect some good offer for food or some product., and close to 9o'clock I used to see my log list., what job for today.,
There are 3 conditions in spending my time till 5pm
1. I got enjoyable list that make me forget about the time, just suddenly lunch time.
2. I got difficult job that make my day turn very fast and have a little result
3. I got a lot of list but better than idle bcause my superior doesn't really like to see his team is idle, so actually I feel comfortable when I'm in charge.
One thing I love about my job is no homework., outside my office, my mind is free, and I really love freedom.,
After 5o'clock it is time to wait my hubby., if I were lucky my hubby will arrive before 6pm but when he has a big order he will come in 7o'clock
In waiting my hubby I usually watch movie or doing overtime job., actually I never expect extra income, I just try do my job well but then my superior told me to count it in as overtime so it's more enjoyable.,
The happiest time is when my hubby called me and said that he already close to my office., then it means meal time.,
Something missing is because we seldom having meal in home., we eat a lot in outside., I never cook for him except in weekends., it seems that we running out of our time in the outside.,
But I think it just for a meanwhile, coz things would be different in the next year.,
In the journey to the home, we listening again to jak fm with vicky, the show is called 10 in a row where mostly play a song than a commercial break., we usually sharing our activity in the office.,
Finally coming home at 8 or 9 pm, we running out of energy., we might watch movie but most of it we sleep immediately.
The end of the day

There are 12 letters in your name.
Those 12 letters total to 57
There are 6 vowels and 6 consonants in your name.
Your number is: 3
The characteristics of #3 are: Expression, verbalization, socialization, the arts, the joy of living.
The expression or destiny for #3:
An Expression of 3 produces a quest for destiny with words along a variety of lines that may include writing, speaking, singing, acting or teaching; our entertainers, writers, litigators, teachers, salesmen, and composers. You also have the destiny to sell yourself or sell just about any product that comes along. You are imaginative in your presentation, and you may have creative talents in the arts, although these are more likely to be latent. You are an optimistic person that seems ever enthusiastic about life and living. You are friendly, loving and social, and people like you because you are charming and such a good conversationalist. Your ability to communicate may often inspire others. It is your role in life to inspire and motivate; to raise the spirits of those around you.
The negative side of number 3 Expression is superficiality. You may tend to scatter your forces and simply be too easygoing. It is advisable for the negative 3 to avoid dwelling on trivial matters, especially gossip.
Your Soul Urge number is: 3
A Soul Urge number of 3 means:
With the Soul Urge number 3 your desire in life is personal expression, and generally enjoying life to its fullest. You want to participate in an active social life and enjoy a large circle of friends. You want to be in the limelight, expressing your artistic or intellectual talents. Word skills may be your thing; speaking, writing, acting, singing. In a positive sense, the 3 energy is friendly, outgoing and always very social.
You have a decidedly upbeat attitude that is rarely discouraged; a good mental and emotional balance.
The 3 Soul Urge gives intuitive insight, thus, very high creative and inspirational tendencies. The truly outstanding trait shown by the 3 Soul Urge is that of self-expression, regardless of the field of endeavor.
On the negative side, you may at times become too easygoing and too optimistic, tending to scatter forces and accomplish very little. Often, the excessive 3 energy produces non-stop talkers. Everyone has faults, but the 3 soul urge doesn't appreciate having these pointed out.
Your Inner Dream number is: 9
An Inner Dream number of 9 means:
You dream of being creative, intellectual, and universal; the selfless humanitarian. You understand the needy and want to help them. You would love to be a person people count on for support and advice.

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i just realize that thinking outside the box is really really noteworthy...Actually i found this picture in theBerry.com



i never know that thinking inside the box would be so limited and so spacious on otherwise.

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September 2011, i've been married for 7 months.. acctually i never
count it and i almost forget about the duration, since we have a long
journey before the day we married. If somebody ask me about how long
i've been married, i'll do the same thing like.. what month this day
oo September (9), February (2) then i've been married for 7 months...

It seems that duration not really important again for me.. what i care
is i love him and i love and and i love and i really really love him..
everyday it comes bigger and bigger, i love my hubby..

Being in his side is the most comfortable zone that ever exists..
Nothing to hide nothing to stand i can be anything, do anything..
whatever i love.. anything possible..

He is a kind of family man... he do a lot of things in everyday..
like drive in for 3-4 hours per day...

feel a bit helpless bcause i still don't have a good driving skill..
,feel a little bit scared everytime i need to drive...

hubby is the best man ever..no complaining just try to do the best for all..
i'm just worry about his health..

He has lose some pounds.. It is because he needs to walk and catch the bus
to his office., he became healthier actually., but there is some guilty feeling when
i look at his body that getting thinner..

If there is something i can do,just count on me and stay health honey..., love you

12 o'clock, it's time to eat, i should feel happy but i'm not.. i feel boring with the food arround jakarta, especially right now in my office. I don't say the food is not delicious.. It is but it doesn't make me wanting that again and again and again.. So i really feel confuse and actually i don't want to eat if i don't think about my body and my baby..,

I wonder how can i stand to eat the same food for a few days even for everyday in my campus or in my last office in bandung, but i never feel boring..

Something's wrong, is it me or the food.., really have no idea but i feel happy when i eat some food that i used to eat in bandung like hokben, steak n shake or yellow rice.,

Maybe i just really miss Bandung.. Maybe i just eat to feel the sweet memory that i have in bandung..

There are 14 songs in my playlist today.., The playlist is really fresh since i just listen to them again today. The songs are:

1. Lucky days ost, i record this song by myself because i can't find this song in the internet.
2. That Is, Park Bo Young, Speed Scandal OST
3. Secret, One Republic, Sorcerer's Apprentice OST
4. Banmal Song, Jung Yong Hwa and Yong Seo,WGM OST
5. You Got Me, Colbie Caillat, Letter To Juliet OST
6. Black Sheep. Brie Larson, Scott Pilgrim OST
7. Marry U, Suju
8. Won't Go Home without You, Maroon 5
9. Marching On, One Republic
10.Good Life, One Republic
11.Apologize, One Republic
12.Haven't Met You Yet, Michael Buble
13.I Luv You, The Ordinary Boys
14.LoveLight, CN Blue

hello everybody, i just remember i have this video from youtube about how to use make up naturally..
It's really simple and look natural, you might like this.., The way she explain is really good and i love her videos. If you'd like to find her videos, use keyword bubzbeauty., Enjoy it..

I am the fetus that grows safely inside my mommy's womb, my mommy is a wonderful and beautiful woman named Asri Asrianti, you might know her as achi, i almost can not count how many times my daddy greet me, sometimes he kisses me (trough my mommy's tummy) sometimes he talks to me, sometimes he also hug me and mommy...

I was 4 weeks old when my parents found out about me, they both really exited and also nervous, especially I will be the first child to them. I am also exited to be born in this world, i know i will become pride and jewel to my parents..

There is a little bit changing in my daddy's life after he found out about me, my daddy now is more careful and noisy about everything my mommy do. he also drive mommy to work and he ride transjakarta to his office, he did that so he can maintain healthiness to prepare for the time i born hopefully on february 2012.

Hmmm... sometimes I was wondering why my parents give me the name ZIA, the story happened the night when my mommy found out about me in her womb. my daddy is so curious so eager to have a name for me. My mommy is very strict in naming so she gave option about name and it must be started with the letter: A, L, N, S.. so my father search in an application in his android phone, he find the name Nadzira, it's an arabic origin with the meaning of viewer, controller, watcher, he liked this name very much because it will represent me as a watcher of my brothers and sisters that will be born after me.. so they name me Nadzira and Zia to be short..

Yesterday my parents photographs me with this thing called USG, I was really happy the photographed me so i can show them how healthy i grow inside my mommy wombs, although they a little bit disappointed because I was only alone and not twins but they are still very, very happy to see me healthy, i was measured at 21 mm in length and my age was 8 weeks and 6 Days..

Wow.. I still have plenty of time to enjoy inside my mommy's womb, and when i am ready to be born i will make my parents proud of having me, and although later my parents might change my name but i will still be a watcher for my brothers and sisters..

Today is monday and saturday is stil stil very long time...

Since I know that I am pregnant for 4 weeks, I feel time is moving so slow

Really cant wait for the day...
Is it twin
Is it girl or boy or both of them

I really want to know the progress in every month.,

then now im counting a lot
day by day
week by week

My condition right now really hungry, want to eat a lot but I cant, I feel terible when I throw up and I hate it.
The doctor suggest me to eat often than to eat a lot..

Out from my habit so it kind a difficult for me..

but I feel happy really happy because I have the best husband in the world

He loves me and my babies a lot
He protect us a lot sometimes its over too
He hug me a lot
He even cook a delicious food for me


For all of that Thank You 남변 for everything


Hopefully my babies will be the cutest babies in the world :D

Begin with friend of mine ask about read her blog (intan)

long long time since i read it for the last time.,

so many things have passed

read it page by page

feel so close to her, it seems she sit right next to me

then i feel, i'm not alone..

thank you

after that try to read my other friend's blog (ukie n fita)

i really enjoy it

the same feeling come again

my friends are here with me


conclusion

i really miss u all..

jealousy.. something that happen in the first time when i read their blog


but then i realize

everybody have their own pleasure..

and also

everybody have their own problem..


because of that

i'm grateful for what i have till now

and

i'll change my mind about my problem..

i mean everybody have problem and i'm not alone

just in different case that appropriate to our ability

just KEEP FIGHTING everyone


Thanks to Intan, i'm going to write my story...

Just keep update girls, i really happy to read it..

Lucky days is my new favourite serial movie.. The story take a male point of view as a husband, son, and workmate. It is about a male who try to change his past life.

The movie is very very good, you can take many lesson from this movie.. In the first you may think it's just magic or something but it's not, it's so real and i really really love it..,