Few days ago i was sick...,
The doctor suggest me to take a break from my routines....

Then i stay at home for three days....,

First day i feel fine..
Second day i started to feel bored....
And finally in the last day i absolutely lost my mind... i really can't stay at home....,

But thank god my friend contact me... so i can hang out for a while.... 

a great day when i finally meet my best friends ifa and dini in a spontaneous way...., 

On saturday hubby come to bandung..., he feels sorry about me..., 

he look at me as a person who lost her spirit for life..., and he's right...,

When i stay at home i feel that i don't have a goal in my life...,  

i have no activities beside keep an eye on aleena..., watching her do the same thing...

Then i realize something...., for all this time i might feel bored 

but i think one of the reason is because i feel that aleena's world is too small....,

So my next mission is to survive on my future role as stay at home mom... 

and to open a bigger world for aleena....,

I want to make us busy all day long... for fun of course....,

For aleena, i will need to make a list of toddler activities, buy few big box and equipments, make schedule for each day... i think i can make my own preschool someday :p

And for myself.. of course write a blog about her activities..., learn kids photography, make a lot of doodle...and do my current job to make a game for kids...,

One more thing is do the house work together with aleena because she loves it very much..., she will get excited when i give her a role or some responsible.....