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an empty life

2009 is a year when i terribly have a big change in my live. First change already come in the early jan when i've been left by my sweetheart. it is not really left by my sweetheart but it's about his time. he is now very busy and the communication is not just same anymore. sometimes i feel he is selfish for not considering my situation but it is also make me getting selfish for thinking like that, isnt it?

i feel just empty very empty. i feel alone not only because of him but also because of my friends my sister. many things happen in past year and the situation getting worse this year. i hope someday i can go into new environment where i can have some people to rely on and also a better life a happy life. i really really hope that will come true.

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