a Little Moments

Finally i got this little tiny hands picture... Aleena's hands..., She is the one who asked me to draw it But of course after i draw mine first...., To make things easier, sometimes i need to make her curious first.., Here is the picture

Hubby asked me about what i want for birthday gift...,,, and i said i want a book..., any book that can make me creative...., We have a different taste...,  so it is much much better if we asked each other about a gift.... And here's what he got for me...., artful spaces and a notebook...., There are a lot if diy wall art and i will try to make this on maybe 3 doors in our future house..., Can't  wait to make over our doors.....,  i'm so grateful that hubby allow me to do this... i also asked for one wall in our house for experiment... :o It's gonna be fun..., i think i'm so late about my big interest on art....,,, Anyway thank you hubby for the book and also the notebook....,  i love the blank paper :p and the possibility to refill the notebook by myself...,     

On previous article,   Wall Sticker , i said that i want to make a physical evidence to record aleena's development.... Now i will show you her progress in few months..., here is the picture We also record haadi in his first arrival in bandung on august 2013...,

This is aleena's favorite and also mine.., Aleena only loves movie with a child as the main character..., for this time she watch tv when there is a children on it...., Maybe she feels have a connection with them, i have no idea too..., i'm grateful that she watch a little. She should watch a little or not at all..., This time maybe it's a little difficult to control the tv because there a lot of people at home...., but later i'll control it.. Let's just exploring many things, do painting, crafting and many many other things ok..., anyway if you haven't seen it, here is the movie... it's really cute and i love the bear..,the poor bear actually :p

Sometimes when you want to teach your child, you don't need to prepare anything...  because she will just follow you... in this picture, aleena was sitting next to my sister, who was preparing materials for teaching..., She is the one who asked for paper and pen to learn by herself and make a scratch...., Do you see how she's holding the pen..., i thought she was following my sister's way... but it's not, it's  different... because it's mine...,  I never taught her.... maybe i did but i never realize it..., now do you see the scratch? This is aleena's scratch..., i teach her how to make a round object..., I love using memo application and one time i realize that aleena was watching me so then i try to make a scratch while singing it "round and round and round" Here is the result, every time she find a paper and pen she will also sing and make this round scratch :D

First of all i want to say that i hate laundry.. For all this time my maid is the one who always clean the laundry.. When i do this laundry by myself, actually with hubby's favor, i still feel it's really hard and the hardest part is about this never ending story., Since i'm going to be stay at home mom, i don't want to spend each day with the same routine so i should really think about a strategy..., i read a lot and here is what i get and i will implement it too in the future.,,, First is i'm going to do laundry in 2 days per week.,and second i will load the laundry in the night, set the time that i want... (dear hubby, first priority buy washing machine with a programmable timer) and third is start the morning with put the load in the dryer..., will this work for me? i have no idea but since i'm a lazy person i will try the most efficient way :)) anyway if you want to know about how others make their strategy in manage this task you can see in

To be honest, if i can choose i want to be a working mom. I currently a working mom and for all this time I work for my own happiness.., sometimes the only thing that make me stop to work are my friends...., they asked me to take a rest for a while..., so you can see how important this thing in my life.. About mother's role, stay at home mom or working mom... my hubby is actually fine with either... he just wants me to be happy... i'm free to choose anything but i don't think i can be either too..., I can't work... because i'm gonna live in other town and i don't have a guts to let aleena be guarded with other people beside my family..., I also can't stay at home because I used to live in two different place to play work and socialize... My plan? right now I have no plan..., things that come in my mind are about meet new people, play around and having fun in different way...., maybe i can find a club, community, baby gym or place that provide &q

I love unique things that's why i bought this phone..., if you come to my house, you will found a lot of colorful and unusual things...,  At the beginning i asked hubby whether i can buy hello kitty phone...., but hubby said it's too girly...  he suggest me to buy tweety phone which is very difficult to find... . Since i also think about hubby, so i try to find the a phone that are suitable for either gender  and finally got this phone.., Here it is...,

Haha, my favorite one on running man plays scissor stone paper with a little girl..., Both of them are really cute... I really love this video and you will too just check it out...,

You may know the color when you see the picture.... yap blue is her favorite color.... It seems that haadi give her big influence about this color...., Aleena will be happier if we give her blue cloth moreover when it combine with blue pants..... When i give other color, she refuse it so i need to think the other way to make her wear it. Usually i don't talk about the color but more about the picture on the cloth....,

On sunday afternoon.. we have a plan to go to barbershop along with our niece haadi. we then go with aleena and haadi's mommy., when we arrived haadi got the first turn to cut the hair... he was really obedient from the beginning and during the haircut.. Aleena seems excited and pay close attention to haadi..., She said to me she also wants to have a haircut..., at first i was hesitant but when i see aleena could calm sit in the chair, i let the stylist to cut her hair..., "please just trim a little...".., This is her first haircut experience, but in Barbershop not in Saloon heuuu... But since the result is good, it's okay then... Thanks to haadi and the stylist who can make this magic happened to 22 months old baby

Aleena will get more excited when she can wear the same thing like her cousin haadi..., Whether the color or the type of the clothes...,here's one for example when they're wearing hoodie hubby is the one who choose this pink hoodie..., the color is very bright and it's really cool..., Good choice hubby..,

On saturday we have a mission to bring two children eat in the restaurant.... In the begining they were sit and eat nicely... Hubby said that it's not that difficult to bring them..., But then the situation were getting harder to control...., they finished the meal and try to play with a toy...,When one of them play with a toy, the other will try to take over the toy...., it was really really difficult to control them..., I think i also made a mistake..., i should give them the same toy...,  and should have plan a to z when we bring more than one child..., I just realized why they can sit and eat nicely...i think it is because aleena and haadi love the meal... (spaghetti, soup and milkshake) Anyway even it is difficult but we succeed in doing the mission

This is one of a very simple headband..., one of my favorite... less effort to get a different look.... I made it for aleena and we make two different style from me and hubby..., Here is the picture For other kind of headband you dan see in this link  Pom Headband

It might be late to post this.. But here is her record when she was born  and why we named our daughter aleena

I just make aleena pom headband.. It's really easy actually but for me it's a little bit tricky because i'm still beginner :p So here is the picture of aleena with the pom headband If you want to see the tutorial, you can see in this link 3 Minute Headband

I really love neon colors moreover when it combined with neutral color like white....., Here is some examples, you can see the others on this link 35 Incredible Neon Interior Designs   i wish i have either door or furniture or maybe both with neon colors in our house..... :D

Do you have a kids...? If Yes, you should think a lot If you want to watch this movie.., I just watched it on yesterday night... And I can't sleep after that..., In parent's point of view this movie is really scary.., at least that's what happened on my case..., Overall it is a great movie.. Unpredictable and still for me it is scary...., You can see the storyline here on  Prisoners IMDB This movie rating is 8.1/10 and 81% on tomatometer in Prisoners Rotten Tomatoes

Right now i really miss my hubby..., There's a different time zone between us... It's about 4 hours.... so maybe in where my hubby sleep is already 3 am.. Hope you have a sweet dream tonight.. sleep well honey..., I just watched "stuck in love"... we bought it together, remember? and i love it so much... let's watch again together okay..., I watched it on dad's new toshi... just get reminding again how comfortable watching movie from laptop not from smartphone or tablet..., but stil i don't regret to leave my laptop in the office...,:p Anyway can't wait to watch movie in a big screen with you...., i mean in our house,...:) It's getting late but i stil need to watch again before starting a busy weekend tomorrow, okay.., see you soon...,

In this age, aleena has made huge progress.., When she wants to claim things that belong to her, she will said her name "alena alena"..., She can combine some words, like make a sentence even with random order but it's quite enough to make us understand.., Sometimes she recognize the orientation like when she wants to use a slippers, she arrange the left and right slipper first, before she wear it.., or when she read a book, she will make sure the book is on the right side., i mean it's not reverse..., She can play puzzle..,  she put 2 from 5 pieces puzzle on the right position.., say thank you when somebody give her a thing.., Suggest me a medicine when i said to her that my hand is itchy Here is our lovely daughter when she plays with her kangaroo bag.., 

Since i always use chopsticks whenever i eat noodle...  It seems that our aleena has learn a lot about how to use it.... Here is the picture when we give her a bowl of noodle and the chopsticks.., at first we guide her hand but after that she could use it by herself...,

Have you ever take a sky picture from above your head when it's raining...? I just did..., I'm a little bit lazy to bring umbrella... So the consequence is that i need to walk through the rain..., No umbrella means i get a clear view above me..., try to take a picture and you know what it's really beautiful..., Seeing the sky in different angle is really fun..., here is the picture

If you see the title you might think it's about me But actually it's about aleena...., Every morning aleena always wake up earlier... She's the one who give me the first kiss and wake me up in the morning...., She usually plays by herself and allow me to sleep longer...., She will wake me up when she got bored play alone..., One day when i open my eyes and look around, aleena were playing with my bag...,  seeing her mommy watching, she said "bo2"...  she asked me to sleep again...,  Actually i don't mind too since i still feel sleepy... :p I thought only adult who need "me time"...  but then this 21 months baby need it too... :))

In the morning aleena suddenly change into my sister's fashion stylish...., The wardrobe was opened.. and since the wardrobe is short, she can do anything there... put herself in there or just pick some clothes..., when my sister stand in front of it and try to look for a cloth.... she suddenly point to one cloth and that was not a random choice.... at first she look a whole clothes that hanging in there.... Actually my sister already have her own choice but aleena stay on her choice and asked my sister to wear it..., In the end my sister gave up with aleena choice and wear it :D

She's 21 months old now and on imitate phase..., She follow everything that she heard or she look...., as her parent, i have a big big reponsible to make a good example, and now i guess i miss some point in give that things..., From my experience there are three things that aleena will follow from me 1. How we communicate to each other... 2. How we communicate to other people 3. How we do the routines.... I can handle the first point but for the others i still can't control it.., for example when i can't control my anger to others...,,,,, i really hope i can be a good example for her...,

Make a list, try free writing, listen to new music, allow myself to make mistake and have fun are 5 to 29 ways to stay creative that i already done... The only one i won't do is to drink coffee, i don't like it just give me a ton of chocolate.. :D To see the other ways just watch this video

When i need to refresh my day... i search a lot of music and make a new playlist..,, one song that attract me is love blossom i play this song over and over again... i really love this song moreover when i see his video on youtube..., K Will is one of my favofite korean singer. First time i listen to him is from love 119 ..., Here is his live performance...,  

This one is my activity to achieve one of my simple goals before 2014.. This kind of logbook is inspired from Austin Kleon, the author of steal like an artist book..., he said that" the small details will help you remember the big details."  Actually i'm not good in drawing... but it's really fun to make a logbook like this..., maybe in 2014 my drawing skill will be increase..., ;)) Here is my logbook for 3 days...,

Now the lesson number three..., It happened when i teach two elementary school kids to make animation...., When you make animation, you need at least two picture  with the difference on one part of the picture...,  for example you want to make a dinosaurs walking..  so you need to have a different leg part picture..., Then i asked them to draw a different leg....  and you know what... they don't think too much and never think about mistake....  they just draw it... even when the left and the right leg has a big different form..., The result is they succeed to make an animation... and i didn't even see the difference again...,, they really good..., Anyway just get interact with the kids  and you can see their free soul and some creativity in it....,  i really really love it..,  Read also Kids Philosophy part two

Yesterday i acompany my niece to brush his teeth.,, after he rinse his mouth... he should spit the water out to downstair but then he point in to the front with some power..., In the begining i feel really sleepy but then i got laughed seeing his act.., he changed the routine into some fun activity,.., So for the lesson number two, when you got bored just try to do things that out of your routine, that is the simple way to get some fun in your day.., Read also kids philosophy part one

When i interact with my daughter or my niece or the other kids.... i get some lesson from them..., Here is the story... Aleena were looked to her grandma who was stand in the chair, looking for a key in the above wardrobe...., Aleena got curious... she come closer to her grandma... try to climb it many times but keep failed because the chair is too high for her..., so i just look her from far away because i don't think she can do it., But suddenly my mother screaming.... aleena succeed to climb the chair and stand in it.., She wants to reach the same height level as her grandma did... but of course it wouldn't happened..., but you know what she discover a new level that bring her to new exploration place..., which is fun for her..., So for the first lesson I can say that when you have a goal in your life just keep moving forward, ignore everybody's mind and soon you'll discover that you have achieve many things,,.

Yesterday i just read about this topic in my favorite blog abeautifulmess and now i will tell you what are my simple goals...., Here they are 1. Find a new interesting book... 2. Make a log book to chart a pass event.... 3. Write daily home-cooked meal menu.. 4. Get one set of keri smith books or some book that related to creativity..., Let's start tomorrow, in the begining of my favorite month..., anyway what about your simple goals?

when i watched some of michael buble video.. i found this video Save the last dance for me (official mj music video) this one is farewell video dedicated  to one of his best friend i love the chemistry between them...., check it out

One uncertain week has already ruin my mood..., all things got mess But now... everything is back to normal again..., And i'm going to start again..., to organize everything... To be productive again.... One year has 365 days... it could be 365 or 52 or 12 products... so let's make a goal...,

When aleena drop a glass on purpose. and hit my leg... I said to her that it's hurt... After that she asked me to lift my leg... I thought she want to massage my leg but then suddenly i feel cold in my leg... When i see it, she was blowing to my leg...., cute baby girl..,

This picture was taken and edited by hubby.. When he take a look at his gallery, he suddenly get an idea to make a story for this picture. The sequence of this picture is exactly the same as the sequence when the pictures were taken...,            F5-run Query  ~~~~~~~~ Query submitted  ~~~~~~~~~ No more spool space 

When i show this picture to aleena.. I said to her.. "This one is a father and this one is his son." and she asked "Mommy.. Mommy.." "His mommy is not there.." i replied.. for aleena things that doesn't exist is sleeping.. so i said to her.. "his mommy is sleeping..." then finally she stop asking me about simba's mommy..,

When Simba being scolded because he had disobeyed his father...He said that he just want to be brave like his dad...then Mufasa said "i'm only brave when i have to be. Being brave doesn't mean you go looking for trouble." "I guess even kings get scared,huh?" Simba asked. Mufasa nodded gravely at the young cub. One of my favorite quote from Lion King story in Disney Storybook Collection. You can find out about the book in here Disney Storybook Collection: A Treasury of Tales (Disney Storybook Collections)

That is what i feel everyday.., Just realize how precious time for me..., Hello time... can i buy you? I'm 27 years old now..., it's almost 28 actually... and i just started to have many ambition in my life.., I have many goals... i make my own deadline...  and this one actually makes me can't live comfortable....  many goals-single tasking-very short time..., I may have a lot of time in the night... but then in the morning... whatever the condition i need to wake up as soon as our aleena open her eyes.... the goals... timeline.. mission.,., action...,  it feels exhausted.... it is exhausted  but i'm happy...., really happy..,

I may know about blog on 2009...  but start to actively blogging on September 2012...., This is my first post that begin everything  Visual Person Being consistent is not really difficult... if you really want it...,  this consistency already happened for 9 months... but i'm not that satisfied because i didn't do well in the other 3 months..., This blog is one starter of my dream..., because i actually want to work on creative industry... I want to be a successful blogger , a creator of children application or a writer for children story, it will be good if i can make something that be memorable for all of the kids around the world.. I ever think that i should take the art major..., i was late to realize about what my passion is., When i tell this to hubby, he said "then we can't meet and aleena doesn't exist..." he is sweet isn't it? Anyway even though i want to be in art major but i never even once regret about my college life be

When we give aleena a paper and a pen..., she will say lis a.k.a write, she loves to make a scratch..., Sometimes she's the one who ask a pen or a paper when she hold one of this thing... lis lisss..., At one time hubby try to write her name.... he spelling a-lee-..... and suddenly from behind aleena said "na"..., We were really surprised... she already recognize her name really well..., i thought it was just coincidence but when we try to repeat it again and again she can answer it correctly..., She even can answer just until we said A-...... "Lee-na"..., after that we always try to do it again and again and again because we feel very very happy :P You can see her last progress in  19 months Aleena's record

You might familiar with this words..., Yap it is one of the original soundtrack from lion king..., All this time i never know about the meaning of hakuna matata.... Until i read a book for aleena...., and i found that hakuna matata means no worries..., The book was actually for aleena but the happiest person who accept this book is myself..., It's like you get your childhood memories back..., Anyway let's come and see again the video...., hakuna matata...,

When i forget something like buy a thing in the  mini market or in the mall,  I usually will find another mini market or another mall...., I don't like to go back even when the distance is closer than to the other one..., For me it is much better to moving forward to get the new adventure  than to have the same experience...,

Hubby and i have a different favorite food....,  i don't like some food that belong to his favorite...,  and i have my favorite food that hubby think just an ordinary food..., But this kind of favorite thing make us know about the origin of aleena's favorite Like when aleena eats kembang tahu..., hubby smile and said "she's my daughter"....  or when she enjoys eating fried rice... it is my turn, she is my daughter...., Sometimes it feels like there is a competition between us...,  When Aleena eat his favorite, hubby will say..... yes i win..., :D

I've just realized about this two characteristic...Especially about my characteristic and hubby's..., This morning he work with his laptop next to me who is watching the discourse on tv...., Suddenly in the funny part he was laughing with his eyes stil focus on laptop..., I finnally get the difference about our characteristic...,he is the multitasking person while myself is a single tasking person.., I always ask the same question to hubby in a few minutes...., i thought i was forgetful but then i know, i just didn't focus at that time..., i was thinking a lot of matters on my mind..., Anyway thanks to hubby who keep answering the same question for me..., Ooooo one more person..., teh fit thank you..., i did a lot to you..,asking the same question three to four times in 5 seconds..... more severe :p

The little one has grown up... When i turn on the front camera, she suddenly make a pose... I thought she was just looking herself at a mirror.. But then she hold it the pose for a few seconds.....:)) See another beautiful smile here

This color is the only one that hasn't come out in aleena's wardrobe... So this is going to be my wishlist for her....

Do you see the picture... First time i tie her hair..., i feel like i was seeing the little girl on moster inc movie.... The same impression come from hubby when i sent this picture..., the first thing he said is  "it looks like the little girl in monster inc, what is her name? Ooo Boo...."

Sometimes i got stress with children., It was difficult to make them understand  about things that good and the other that not good..., And i guess i found the answer... so now i should try to look closer about how they learn something...,

This one was taken a week ago... Actually i never know about this until a few minutes ago i saw the gallery..., So envious... I want to have good picture too with aleena..., They have a lot of picture together... Here is the link  Favorite Picture Anyway i love this kind of surprise....,

If you see a women who going somewhere without bring a bag that would be me.... I was running away again from my responsibility  with hubby to watch 'Rush' movie.... We were going after aleena sleep and all perfect until we arrived at btc, i was realized that i don't bring anything... No bag, no cellphone, no money, no atm card... I just have my hubby who bring his wallet fortunatelly..., At that time i miss my bag...,  so envious even elementary school girl bring that one :p Anyway we finally watch the movie in empire bip  because we missed about the schedule...., no rush played at that time..  but fortunately we stil have a chance to watch the movie.... And rush is really really really cool awesome...  i want to watch that again and again and again...,

My friends fito asked me about what am i doing when i miss hubby...... And i said i write a blog... write a letter for hubby... about some story or my wish....,,  I've been in long distance married for almost 2 years....,, Thinking and thinking again i actually have a lot things to do...,  such as : call him... of course everybody do that, cook food in the way he usually cook, watching the same movie, listening to some music that we used to play together, watching romantic movie or reality show wgm.,  or just seeing aleena's smile because it's really similiar to him...,

In the morning when i go to the bathroom She use my lipstick to paint in her puzzle toy and  more detail in the back side where there's no picture in it..., She was good in choosing the canvas... :D Here is the picture..,,

ooo friday why are you took so long

Just read my posts on november last year...  and reminding again about why i love write this blog Yap all the memories come up..., It's really good for me who has a short memory.... The post might be short but it give me some significant point in remembering the whole story..., Hopefully i won't be lazy anymore to write.. because i really really need my memory....

look at the picture.... They took this picture by themselves..., Only the two of them... Play with my imini.... And make some expression in front of camera.., They look really cute together most of my favorite picture are about this two peole on one frame....,

Yesterday we were hang out on PVJ and walking through some ice cream store i was thinking about how we never even once buy an ice cream The reason is because i have a tonsil i can't eat some cold food or drink Seeing that ice cream store make me wish to have a date with hubby. I wish i can eat those ice cream when we go to the mall or eat one big pack ice cream when we watch the movies without getting sick after that.,

It was on 22nd september 2013... Having a decade reunion on our college....,

I just told you about having my wish list on pinterest..., And you know what, i just have one of my wish come true..., The most special is because hubby is the one who made it...., because he has my account..., This is the post and the bracelet from my hubby..., I really love the color and actually i was just bought the same color of shoelace... I was planned to make it tonight before hubby give this picture to me...,

This is my first time i found a thing in pinterest that i already have.... usually i make my wish list here... I love to see baby dress on pinterest and suddenly i found aleena's dress in one post..., This is the picture

Love her eyes Love her smile Thanks to her aunty who already took this beautiful picture...,

When we pass some government office... Teh fit asked about the reason why i don't want to work there.. and i said because i don't want to wear a uniform... i love freedom..., and for me it's including about how i wear a clothes hihi That's it...

in her age now, she already step on some stage of learning... we seldom buy a toy for aleena.. we just let aleena exploring her environment.. and yap she's really good in exploring.. she defines her own toy... we never took her to play slides but she can defines it by herself she use the back of my bed.. the other is about my things like a power bank she knows that power bank needs a cable... the most impressive thing is when she try to plug the hair dryer to the socket it's actually dangerous thing for kids, and i don't really like it too when she keep come to play with the socket.. i'm just happy that she can connect some stuff  in order to make them work well..,

This one is my first book from keri smith...., First time i saw the cover, i already fall in love with this book.. But before buying this book, i need to know about the content, so i search the review and also watching some video from YouTube to know exactly about the content..,, The content of this book is just an empty page with one instruction to start doing things outside the box..., It's really fun... I really can't wait for the experiment and maybe in a few years i will do the experiment with my daughter,,,

"Buuukkkk" Her head was hit into the wall.. Then she said "sakitt"... without opening her eyes no crying at all.., and suddenly fell to sleep again... Cute baby girl

When in video conference with haadi... He pointing aleena as his brother... "It's my brother" haadi said... No it's your sister we said... And haadi still stay with his statement... We don't stop debate until we found the real reason.., My sister explain him that brother is for a boy, and sister is for a girl.., And finally the reason was discored.. Haadi said nooo brother is for a girl..., Cute haadi... 4 years old little boy who stil misunderstanding about some term

A while ago i took aleena to the doctor.. Since my father were stay in jakarta, so i use taxi with my mommy... I guess it's the fastest record i ever had... Only half an hour until i get back again to my house... usually i need two hours..., So i guess i need to write down the important list from this great record...., First is we come an hour before the doctor close the examine time.... The queque is become shorter than the other time..., Second is i already call the taxi before i buy the medicine... so i got the taxi when i finish buying the medicine.., no more wasting time.., Third is thank god it was good weather..., the weather is really influence the possibility to get the taxi...,

Today hubby was asked me to send him the charger.. he wants me to send it through cipaganti travel..., I use a gift paper to wrap the package because i don't like the usual thing, ilove the colorful one. i really love this idea.. Because it was the only one colorful package beside the white/brown package.., At least i make a new view for the staff :p

hubby bought me a dory fish from a supermarket and he asked me to cook it so then i was try to found the recipe on youtube.. and got this video... i'm so excited to get this video because it's really really easy to cook and also very very very delicious.... hubby said he can eat it all in one time...sooo happy again :)

I made this food once for hubby but then he made it few times for me with his own style..., he's really good and better actually...., i'm so happy because i can make something delicious for him, when he try this chicken he said that he loves the taste and actually wants to find a recipe..

Dear hubby.... Sleep well and have a nice dream... Hope you get a lot of spirit to through your first day work tomorrow.... Thank you very much for your teamwork to take care of aleena... You are a proud hubby and papap for us We are very happy spend the time with you.., Thank you for everything Good night My Another Letter

Dear Allah SWT Thank you for creating this night time A time to take a rest... i love this moment Not only for sleeping time Night time for me is a time for clear my mind, listening the music,  watching the movie and also my time to talk to you..., Alhamdulillah

I hate messy messy room... I hate spilled food... I hate dirty tissue.... I hate wet... I hate ants... Now i try to learn to tolerate it because i have a child.... Usually hubby will say be patient and i finally can control myself... It's not just a meaningless word but it is trully because he knows exactly about what i feel... so thank you very much honey..,

Dear my blog Long time no see, do you miss me... Anyway.. Having a child is complex... She can't stay in one place... keep moving around She doesn't eat well... i need a thousand way to make her eat... She does many mess thing... She can't just obey us.. Now i'm not in a good mood... So don't misunderstanding about my post... Having a child is not horrible... It is a wonderful gift but sometimes it depends on our parenting way.... Yap the parenting way... It will influence everything... I just found out this thing... comparing some other children with different parenting way... And the best one is of course the one with their own parent..., I mean it will be better if the child spending most of her time with her parent.., To be honest, i'm half ready for this..., i still love to play to work and produce something., About my complain in the above..  It's acctually not about the child... She just learn to explore n

For almost 3 months i already doing a part time job.., This is a perfect moment for me when i can fully enjoy my life..., I can take care my baby in the morning till 9 o'clock... I can gather with my friend in the office working on something and doing some fun stuff.... I can have my own time to just window shopping or taking care myself like go to the salon... I can back home at 4 o'clock to take care again my baby till her sleeping time.., But of course nothing is perfect... Because i can only meet hubby on weekend... i feel guilty to not taking care hubby in other day..., i'm sorry.., Anyway i still gratefull for the situation..., because i can still take care of him once in a week... so i still think that all this time is perfect.., One day our family will gather in one roof.... and i'm surely not scared in losing this moment.... because i will create another perfect moment with both of them in my days..., Love u both...,

Today i switch my duty with my teammate.... I should be the one who come to a meeting.., But then i asked to replace my teammate's duty for teaching.., It's been long time since the last time i teach someone..., and it's cool... For me, teaching means open people's mind... make them understand something in a very simple way..., It's not really easy to create a simple way... but i think that is the art of teaching..., you should think smarter because it's not for your own self but for other people.., The extraordinary feel comes when we succeed in make them understand,..., Thanks for the experience today.., I think i remember why i want to be a teacher.,

This is our favorite knitwear, a gift from her grandma....,  thank you nenek..., Still too big for her actually, i should wait for another few months....

This is her favorite activity... Play with the fish...  and i guess they are also love her.... They come to get closer  when aleena appear in front of them  or when she put her hands on water..., Actually the real thing is they wait aleena for food :p