a Little Moments

Get reminds from my friend's blog my 9 months aleena she smile a lot she talk a lot she kiss a lot she bite a  lot she is more friendly miss her already..

in a few weeks ago.. when i and teh fit get to store... i see a bunch of bread.. but no donuts.. i really want to eat donut.. back again to the office met mas deni's wife and guess what she brings J.CO just few minute i get what i want... :D my hubby and i were in the car.. stuck in the traffic.. then come two person ride a motorcycle.. with one of them bring some big item he bring it in his side... so when it move, the item is always hitting the cars next to him included ours.. then i think if that person lift the item above his head, there must be a lot easier for them to move... and guess what.. passing 2 cars in front of me, he change the way he bring the item.. he keep above his head just few seconds what i think come true and it happen again today.. the street singer come to us when we queuing in ATM usually he come to the canteen where we eat a lot in that place... my friends use to give him money since she feels got manda...

today my hubby make me realize something the story begin with how much we will borrow money from bank we have a plan to build a house and sometimes i feel scared to be in debt... so i was thought when we borrow money  less is better even we capable to borrow more.. but then he says "as long as we make a good effort,  there must be x or y factor that we don't know yet We can do it.. So nothing to worry..." i heard "Think Big" often from Mario Teguh and also always remember it but just realize that i just make a mistake by think small.. Thanks hubby.. to open my mind

My fam is a big fan of rcti so sometimes I get attention to the movie.. For me the movie on rcti that starts from 6pm is only some short story with the purpose is to send some value or to introduce some culture Don't need to follow it everyday Or till the movie ended Cause I can enjoy the little part of the movie...since no story that continuous So for me 15 minutes is enough

In my dictionary.. Bad times only takes a few minute.. Be angry to the driver who try to keep move while I still make sure about the safety space to continue cross the street. But then I rethinking about the driver.. He might not remember about me so what should I waste my energy to angry to unknown person... Just let it pass... When I promised to meet my cousin after work, suddenly the angkot move very slowly.. Stops a lot to get a passenger.. It get worse when I need to face the traffic.. Just not in a good time.. But then I play a song.. Some beat song.. And magically feel enjoyable with the situation when I thought the angkot was moving but actually it stands at one point.. Enjoy it very much, and fortunately my cousin understand my situation.., Many ways to enjoy my life.. Just turnover it accept it and be compromise.. And everything will back to normal again..

when i think about my big family.. i feel my income is very low but it is different when i think about my lil family., i really thankful for the good income that we’ve already get we really enjoy it.. but in reality we’re not live with just the lil fam Others might need our help This is why sometimes i really money oriented always think how to have a financial freedom sometimes get tired too feel always race with the time need to make a breakthrough when i get an idea.. feeling scared to make it reality need a courage to make it happen.., please come to me courage let's try to make a target 3 years from now i'm going to be in that level Financial freedom i'm coming to you just wait and be patient :p

in 2009 i love to watch WGM and fall in love with polaroid camera love to see alex and sinae or hwayobi and hwanhee use this camera to keep their memories I really want to have the camera in 2010 my hubby's classmate give him a polaroid camera.. since she difficult to get the refill and knows about my hubby who wants the camera for me.. my hubby then give that camera for me it so cool to hold it and suddenly being mine :D one of problem, the refill for sure... difficult to find and when i know where to buy the price is sooooooo expensive i should think a thousand time and even i already think for so much time i still can't find a good reason to buy.. for one shoot i should pay for 80.000 IDR a year later i find out about fujifilm instax and the price is about 1000.000 IDR just think about someday i'll have this camera if the price is lower than that.. in early october this year i get email from disdus a website that in...

Playing again with colourlovers.com find the grey colour palette find the pattern and combine it The result

search peach for palettes on http://www.colourlovers.com and i get my favorite combination could be for aleena's room :p in a later when she know what she like i think i want to facilitate her to repaint the room once a month also read  Color Lovers

Since i have a short term memory i always make a new playlist  some music that i listen repeatedly so that i can remember the feel of my workplace really helpful even the playlist may show some bad memories but still feels good for made ​​it through tough times

I hate to cross the street in the night just a group of light no clues no idea is the driver aware about me or not but to walk in the night and listen to the music is one of my favourite perfect time for refreshing my mind..

For all of you who love colour or pattern very much or need some colour inspiration for maybe interior looks, web design or fashion... come over to http://www.colourlovers.com but before that i must warn you just make sure you have a lot of time cause this website will make you stay there for a long time thanks to my friend, teh fit... to give  this link and make me lose focus from my job i guess for today my browser will only about this page.., Enjoy it...

First time I know CN Blue is because I watch korean movie "You're Beautiful" fall in love with Jung Yong Hwa who play as Kang Shin-woo look for the profile and finally know about CN Blue First song is "I'm a loner" and it guide me to another song love it all.. Especially lovelight i even success to influence my hubby and my friends and even hubby success to influence his friends too he loves too.. i think aleena get my influence too because during my pregnancy i love to listen their music... moreover every morning i look to the billboard unfortunatelly the concert was canceled.. not really dissapointed since i can't watch too.. but still i was happy because first time i fall in love i wish they will have a concert here... this picture is one of evidence that it wasn't an empty hope.. i hope someday i can watch them

The younger the child, the greater the impact.   " When the kids were little, you were his/her world , " says psychologist Robert Puff , Ph.D. , author of " Anger Work : How to Express Your Anger and Still Be Kind ".   "When you get angry , you shaken their world . As they grow older . They have friends , and other people in their lives , and it will reduce the effect. "

just disagree with the people who says about why should women get higher education if then she will back to be a housewife compare to the carrier women  i don't think housewife is an easy job i might think it's the most difficult job ever it's related to the family for the people that she loved not only for six months or couple years it's a long term job how to manage the family how to inheritance a good value even the knowledge might not be use in her daily life but the paradigm, the experience, the ability to overcome the challenge will help her to through anything so nothing that useless..

One day my mom talk to aleena suddenly my grandma said "please use sundanese language" in my mind how if she know that i use mix language for aleena hihi... :p might be confusing for aleena sorry little girl

the song comes from my hubby.. Cuz you are the one I could see havin' fun with Not just for tonight But for the rest of my life You are the one i could never be done with I want you tonight and for the rest of my life

suddenly think about the future school for aleena about the location try to mapping school that near from my future house just to make sure the school is not too far.. Find some review but then it is not necessary this time hehe One thing that i know i wish aleena can study in school like SD Karakter in Cimanggis school that concerned about how to make children have a good attitude or school that can make children  be creative maybe in 4 to 5 years from now there is franchise of that school in bekasi

When somebody hurt me  i take a deep breath  i want to pray something negative for that person but then i don't think it is my business at all  so i prefer to pray some positive thing about me  the result, i feel my world brighter again..

I want to have a studio in my house and here are the examples

find this picture in theBerry.. group of flower the original picture is only one file but then i divide this by the colour of flower

since i get some knowledge while i edit a tutorial video about kids programming  i get an idea to make a lot of video for my dear aleena..  maybe in a school age i can help her to learn this is my first video... a little geeky hahahahha :))

Difficult or simple thing..  i'm going to love it and the reality i always love my job  Anything that assigned for me means a challenge..  new knowledge new experience, why not  one thing that i hate is to live without a goal  i believe i can do anything  so for everyone who have trust in me  i'm really thankful

Suddenly feel disappointed to see how some people spend their time in the morning with smoking Especially for them who not good in their economy how much money that they spend if they already start smoking in the morning Just wonder how the CEO of that company feels when they see that people start smoking in the morning Happy? Satisfy? Guilty? If only cigarette company sell their product in very expensive price.. at least the smokers is a high class people who capable to spend their money on useless thing or to pay the risk that may come

Even grey is my favorite colour but I don't really like grey become the main colour for exterior in a house.,  just feel dark..