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Welcome 2015

Hello everyone, here i am again...
Missing my blog my own story of course 😜

Let's begin the story
We finally can celebrate a new year in our own house... we were very very happy...
We've dreamed it for a long time.. the happiness comes bigger when aleena's cousin stayed here too for the first time...

In the afternoon we're going to bandung...  staying in my parent's house with my sister who came from aussie is really fun.. That's a rare moment when the whole family can stay in one place... i can be a child who don't need to think about everything and also a sister.. hey i 'm not alone, i have someone to count on it..

I have a very comfort zone in bandung for 10 days.. in 11th january when we took my sister and her family to the airport, i realize that it's time to back to reality..

The reality was awful... 12th january back in my house and i got my period... i couldn't control my emotion, angry and scream a lot..., it makes me feel like a monster.. i even scared to myself..  i also feel sorry to my little daughter who got to see the worst side of me and of course my hubby...

I suffered for 5 days.. i hate this period time.. i have no idea why i can't handle it.. thank god on saturday and sunday hubby was next to me so i feel much much much better...

On sunday evening i told hubby that i  don't have any interest to shop to cook to do some hobbies... in any words i'm not having fun at all... then hubby asked me whether i want back to work...

I really i wish i could but right now i stil have no choice except to stay with aleena...,  hubby then asked me about being a teacher.. i said to him i prefer to deal with a thing than people...,

Seeing his wife was so desperate hubby try to find some solution... how if you make something that make people's life easier... there are a lot of data and source to learn... we're going to buy a great PC...

You know suddenly my life feels bright... i have a goal yeay.. i finally can focus to one thing yap only one..  the goal is to have a successful product and be featured in magazines as a top people 😃😃😃😎

"Can you do it?" Hubby asked...
Yap of course it's easy..
I mean it feels more difficult when i don't have a goal...

Anyway let's have fun just trust your lovely wife... i'm gonna do something...
Actually i already have.. i write our dream here 😁😁

Comments

  1. aciii semangattt!!
    ibuk senang, anak pun riang
    begitu jg sebaliknya
    anak senang, ibuk pun riang

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